I've always been very aware of this strange happening that seems to occur far too often. Bad things happening to good people, like all over the world, everyday. It's so sick to me.
Growing up LDS, I've always heard that we all must go through trials, it's all a test of faith, those who go through challenges will receive blessings in the future, and blah blah. You know the whole deal. I've had the great opportunity to be one of those people, who I consider good, having bad things happening to me. And when it's all said and done, what is it that you really take from the situation? Do you grow into a stronger and much wiser person? Or do we just crumble and flake for the rest of our lives, thinking that we're never good enough and that we will continue to experience heartache?
WELL, I think I've also gone down both of those paths at some point in my life and I must admit that I have grown a great deal. I look back on things that I pitied myself on and immediately try to forget them. It's the things that I faced head on and made it through that have stuck with me the most in life. Bad things happen to good people. They just do. It's the cruelest joke I've ever seen in life, but it's how it's always been. Those who are negative and do unkind things seem to always prosper. But do they? I kind of wish I could get inside of a murderer's mind right before he falls asleep at night and see how grand he feels about himself. I'd just like to know.
I know, this is a very random blog. Ok. I really know this. But I am the most random minded person, so I've been told. I just have experienced a lot of bad resulting from good with myself and friends and family and just anyone, and it really bothers me. I don't think there will ever be an answer to this odd mystery. It is what it is. But I do know that wickedness never was happiness, right? And as long as I know that, I will continue to be one of those good people experiencing bad fate. It seems like you can't win for losing...
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