To be or not to be?

The semester is ALMOST OVER! Tomorrow is the last day for me for a week and a half and then I only have 3 months and I will officially be done with college. Some might say...go to grad school...but I say, bleep grad school. I figure, since I am a journalism major, I'll never make any money anyway, so why invest more money in grad school when I won't ever be able to pay it back? Exactly my point.

Upon my graduation, I will not be celebrating the mere fact that I am graduating, but instead I will glorify the fact that I actually went to college in the first place, got my Associates, and then continued on to my Bachelors. Especially since I moved to Rexburg, of all places, this was very difficult to do.

Now I am at another crosswalk in life. Where do I go from here? I've only known school and school, and then some more school with bits and pieces of homework and group projects scattered about. But what now? I've gotten really comfortable in Rexburg, not enough to want to stay here or anything, but enough that I wouldn't mind living in the west a little longer. Veronica and I discussed moving to Provo because we loved Salt Lake so much, but we could never live there again. Provo is a little more relaxed than SLC, full of potential millionaires(haha), and lots of shopping. But I just don't know if thats really what I want to do. I would love to see where that road leads to, but I miss South Carolina a lot. I miss being able to go outside and spend time with my dogs, or go for a walk in the woods, ride on old familiar roads, visit my mom's grave, run into old friends, etc. I just can't see what Provo has to offer me right now.

I'm thinking that it will be a pretty safe road to try. I mean, I lived in the ghetto of SLC for a summer and then next to the homeless shelter, so Provo seems like such a walk in the park. I just have mixed feelings about it, is all.

On the other hand, moving there could lead to much opportunity, jobs, new friends, new ward, new apt, new boys, you get the idea. I'm thinking this.....I will move to Provo under certain conditions, 1. I have to live in an apt that allows dogs and I need a Shih zu, 2. I need my own room. I'm 23, End of story, 3. If the boys of Provo don't have game, I'm out.

We shall see.