Sometimes it just be that way.

I've come to the conclusion that sometimes things are just how they are and no matter what we do to change them or alter them, you just can't. For along time I felt like I knew that everything was changeable, that no matter the situation or circumstances that lie before you, there was always something you could do to make it better...or not even better...just different in some way. I think I have proven myself wrong.

As vague as this is, I can't really elaborate on the story any more than this because there are others involved. However, the point is....maybe we actually shouldn't want to be in control of everything. Maybe some relationships and situations in our lives should just remain how they are. Maybe we should just let the memories live on and stop trying to make peace with them. 

So, thats what I've done and I must admit, it feels good. It feels incredibly GOOD to just be at peace with myself and not frustrated about changing myself or trying to change someone else to make a supposed "better"situation. 

To sum this up, I guess, if you are having a hard time following because I tend to ramble and be really vague sometimes, is that sometimes we just have to let things go. This actually might make more sense if EVERYONE reads my book that IS going to get published someday....haha, well....one can only hope, right? It really is kinda good, I'm not just saying that because I wrote it either.